mymichele's Diaryland Diary

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A lonnnnng entry that has a lot of stuff that no one really cares about.

To all of you that believe Axl Rose can't do it, that he's a washed up has been who's lost his voice, that base your opinions on just one performance without hearing any other live performances and therefore not able to give an opinion, that think the album will never come out and the tour will be cancelled and Axl will fall off the planet, to those of you who just can't imagine the power of his voice and his passion.. I have one thing to say to you:

Thank you.

Now.. I can't stand the thought that I wrote a billion entries in like 4 days, so I'm just gonna use this space to pile them all in here so I can delete the rest. Here we go!

Hi party people!

Why.. WHY are people searching for "porn pictures of burritos" ? Why is this necessary to life in general?

It's questions like this in general that inspired me to do a special google page! A total waste of time, but thats what I do. Woohoo and such.

So I'm at BB's, and we're both equally excited about life in general. First of all, we got it on as soon as I got here and it took about 10 minutes total and we were both happy in the end. It doesn't take long for us, ya know? In the beginning it would take hours, but now it's all good. 5 years of doing such things helps, I guess.

Anyway, he's excited because his football team is playing a team that regulary kicks ass, so that excites him. I'm excited just because it's a good and exciting time for fans of a certain band. I'm also excited with the prospect that I am taking into consideration buying tickets to the next concert that has a pre-sale so that I can sell them on Ebay. I have no pride. (Do you think I said the word "exciting" enough in that paragraph? I'm such a great and interesting writer.)

December 21st just might be the best day ever, according to BB. That is not only the day of the concert, but it's also when the football championship game is. Between you and me, I don't think there's a chance in hell that they're going to the championship game, but thats okay. It'll most likely be during the day, and then after that we can go on to the concert! Rock!

Dude, my hair is seriously a very unnatural color right now. I really kinda like it, it brings out the color in my eyes, but I'm not used to this! It's like.. auburn or something!

You know who's cool? I bet you do, but let me remind you. Michelle is cool. Michelle is cool for a myriad of reasons, including the fact that she started the Guns N Roses ring, but that's just one reason. She's just awesome in general, you know? I just though tI'd share that.

Now it's the time on Sprockets where we get shitload o' Axl pics, brought to you courtesy not of the red white and blue, but my SUPER GOLD membership!:

The new logo...

Awwww... they used to be so cute together..

This one is a little dorky and it kinda reminds me of my mom in the 80's.

Here's greatness:

I love this picture for some reason:

So there ya go. Have good times.

Don't you love it when I fake you out with an entry that isn't really new but you think it's new so you click on it expecting new content? Well, anyway, the guestbook works now so friggin sign that beotch.

*****

Today, my hair is more blond than it's ever been. I'm not sure how it happened, but my hair guy (Doug, who didn't talk to me the entire time he was putting the foil stuff on, but once he could barely hear me over the water as he was taking them out, then he chatted up a storm) made it more blond than ever. I'm a brunette, people! I'm not used to this blond stuff! It's all very confusing. If I had a working digital camera I'd take a picture and share it with you kind folks, but hark. I tis don't have it.

*burp*

For the past 4 days in a row, I have gone to Kroger and bought a Tombstone cheese pizza for one, a Dr. Pepper and a hershey bar. This has been my dinner, and it is good. Also for the past 4 days in a row, I've had to wait until someone opens the gate to my dorm, because I lost my gate key. I haven't had to wait more than 5 minutes because everyone is coming and going, but that's just annoying! And I already lost the key and got another one like 3 weeks ago, I don't think they want to give me another one!

This week really was not good in terms of getting off my ass. Obviously it was good for other things, but it was just yet another week of slackerdom. Studying for my Earth Science test consisted of me skipping my statistics class, my hardest by the way, and studying for an hour right before the test. I was cramming it in there, people. I think I did okay on the test, though, it was really kinda easy.

Next week I really gotta get back on the ball. I really need to graduate, first of all. If I fail a class, that won't be happening, and I'm sure my dad will be very pleased. Also, I need a job for when I graduate, because that is a good thing to have. Next week I'm gonna put all that stuff together, and I'm gonna try real hard to tear myself away from the exciting world of Diaryland and the GNR forums.

You know, a couple of months ago, maybe I'd get a google hit or two everyday that had something to do with Guns N Roses. But now, that's like all I'm getting! Most of them are "guns n' roses and buckethead", which I get like 15 a day or something, I also get a lot of "Axl Rose surgery," which I just don't understand. Lately, there's a whole lot of "Guns N Roses tours" and there's a few here and there for "Stephanie Seymour and Axl Rose." Exciting, eh? Eh.

Okay, I have to get this out. I've been wanting to say this all day! I was thinking about it in the shower (a 20 minute shower, apparently, making me extremely late for school, so late that I just decided not to go, which means I skipped two of my 3 classes today and thus I am the biggest slacker alive) and I just have to say this:

I am fascinated by Axl Rose. Seriously, like a deep and hardcore fascination. This isn't the fascination I had 11 years ago when I first started like him, although it might have been similar. But I'll get to that in a second. This isn't a "Wow, he's so cute and hey, he can sing too" kind of fascination. This is a total and complete fascination, a "what the hell is going through his mind" kind of fascination.

He's just so interesting to me.. He claimed in a Rolling Stone interview that his stepdad sexually molested him when he was a baby or some such. Is that why he's so power hungry? Is that why he's so.. temperamental? I wonder these things.

He's been in the studio for such a long time with this album, and I wonder if that just wasn't strategic planning on his part. Obviously if he released an album in 1998 after Duff and Slash and everyone else had left, people would probably just have shrugged the album off, claiming he was a has been or something. But now that he's claimed there's an album in the making and he never quite came out and said that Guns N Roses were over, people wanted to know where the album was. They want to know what is sounds like, after being worked on for so long.

And again, that fascinates me. He's an evil genius, is what he is, and I seem to be attracted to that type. All the guys I've dated have all been very complex, what you see is not what you get. They've all been very strange and methodical in what they did, but they always had a reason for it. This fascinates me.. to plan everything you do so far ahead that you know what the reaction will be before it even happens. Very frustrating, these guys.

But back to my fascination. It's with weird stuff, too. I was looking at the list of concert dates and I was like, "Idaho? Would Axl really even want to go to Idaho? I wonder what he thinks of performing in Idaho." I wonder how he feels about singing songs like Welcome to the Jungle that he wrote 15 years ago. Obviously some of these songs don't apply to his life at the slightest anymore, and I wonder if he feels weird about singing them.

I just wonder about him. He's so huge that I can't even fathom how huge he is. I started liking Guns N Roses when they were huge, but I couldn't appreciate it at the time. But now he has the ability to hole himself up in a studio for 8 years and have people crawling all over themselves to get a piece of it. But the thing is, he knows he's huge. He knows what the hell he's doing, he realizes that if he makes us all die with anticipation instead of just outright announcing things than that'll mean extra love for him.

Let's pause now for the Axl picture of the day:

I like it, yes I do. And dude, my hair is like almost that color! It's weird!

He's a mystery to me. It's also a mystery as to why I first started liking him. I was always a hardcore girl, but I don't know why it was Axl that I decided to obsess over. Obviously I thought he was attractive, but why did I love the music? What was it about "November Rain" and "Don't Cry" that I identified with so much? I wonder about that, too. I wonder why my little 12 year self was so attracted to him.. I must have been looking for something and he was it. He was passionate and angry and sexy and rebellious, and that's what I wanted to be.

And that's the point. He's a passionate man. After all he's learned about music and the business, he's not going to go out there and fuck everything up that he's worked hard for. He wants to be a singer, but he wants to be the most famous singer out there, and that's what he's trying to do. He's fascinating to me. This is, of course, crazy talk, but I'd give anything to sit down and talk to him for like one hour. I don't even care what we would talk about it.. I just want him to know how much he means to me and everyone else who's been a hardcore fan over the years.

I realize this is basically stalker talk, and that if I lived anywhere near California I'd probably be writing this on a laptop while waiting in my car outside his house. Hey, if he didn't want us to know where he lived, he wouldn't have put his big fucking house in the video for Estranged, okayy??!!!

okay. I'm crazy. They're going to take me away. Really.

Sign the bitznitch!

HOLY SHIT! HOLY MOTHERFUCKING SHIT!

"Axl and Guns N� Roses gave their best and delivered big time for the people of China, Japan, Europe, and the U.K.

Now it is North America�s turn!

Current North American itinerary is as follows. More dates will be added soon. All dates are subject to change"

FRI 12/13 Tampa, FL TBC

SAT 12/14 Ft. Lauderdale, FL TBC

THU 12/19 Biloxi, MS lf Coast Coliseum

SAT 12/21 Dallas, TX American Airlines Arena

YEEEEEYUHHHHH!!!!! What a fucking awesome Christmas present!

*has a heart attack and dies*

My real entry for today is here.

Also, leave me a note!

Dude! Isn't this template awesome? I just found it! It isn't even a custom or anything! It's like she made it just for me!

So for those just joining, here's a recap:

1. It's official.. Guns N Roses are coming here on December 21st. Merry Christmas to My Michele! Lalalala!

2. I am happy about this.

3. No, I have not studied at all for my Earth Science test tomorrow, why do you ask?

4. No, I have not written my School Board paper that's due tomorrow, why do you ask?

5. Why yes, I will have to wake up early tomorrow to finish all of this!

6. And yes, while you're asking, if BB's football team makes it to the championship, the game is on December 21st! Both of our dreams realized on the same day! Ironic, isn't it?

7. Yes, the guestbook isn't working, but you can still tell me how fantabulous I am by leaving me a note!

8. Why yes, my older page doesn't match, does it? That's because I'm too lazy to fix it and will probably do so tomorrow!

9. And yes, I am getting another template, a custom from the talented Lucky Designs. But this one will do fine temporarily, don't you think?

10. And yes, I am getting my hair highlighted tomorrow! I am just as excited as you are!

Thank you.

Axl can barely contain his excitement!

Okay, I'm better now. Really! I swear. I'm not having convulsions anymore since I saw this thingie on the official website:

So now I know that there's going to be an annoucement and I'm not going crazy with anticipation.

All I really want to know now is if they're going to be in Las Vegas on New Years. I know they're coming to Dallas or close to Dallas at some point, so I'm not worried about that. But I might cry if they aren't in Vegas. I mean, he was there 2 years in a row! Let's make it a tradition! Pleeeassseeeee!

Apparently even BB got tired of me talking about it last night, because he blocked me on AOL. Isn't that sweet? He hasn't even put me back yet! It's all very sad.

*****

Right now I'm putting off calling an interior design teacher for the story I'm doing for the newspaper. It's due today so I should probably do that, but this is just one of my weird things.. I hate calling people. I hate it with a passion. I love writing the story when I have all the information, but it's just getting the information that's the problem. GUHHH!!! Okay, anyway.

*****

Last night I was very proud of myself.. It was only 70 degrees, so I went outside at 9:00 and I walked on the track. I even walked to the track instead of driving there which I've always done! Yayyy.

I ran half of it and I didn't even have that much problem with it. I did about a mile and a half, and that just felt quite liberating. Good stuff, I tell ya, good stuff.

*****

I'll probably have another entry later if the tour stuff happens at some point. Because that'll be good times.

I had one of my on going "wake up every 2 hours to see if anything changed" kind of nights last night. My dreams told me that the album will be released in 3 days and they're coming to Dallas next week. For some reason, I don't exactly trust that information.

Here's some pictures for your delights! Awww yeah.

Me, the BL's son, and my baby Charlie:

Me, looking vaguely terrifying, and Charlie:

Isn't my boy a cutie pants?

12:42 a.m. - September 28, 2002

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