mymichele's Diaryland Diary
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My baby! A year hasn't really passed, and porn is bad.
Gluhhhh... my inner sense of peace and justice is all fucked up this morning. I went to sleep at like 8:45 last night, woke up a few times, and then woke up at 10:00 today. Yes, that is indeed 14 hours of sleep. And I don't even feel better because of it. And I'm not even sick! What in the hell is wrong with me?
I think it's the porn, actually. I've been watching quite a lot of it lately. Be careful, kids, porn is bad for you. Do you want to end up like me?
I think I'm also creeping toward being depressed. I really don't want to get a job right out of college. I really hate being tied down in Texas. I love BB, and I want to have a family with him someday, but I really wish I could take a year and just go off by myself. Do some travelling or volunteering or something. But when I say things like that to him, he takes it personally. And I really can't blame him too much.. he's 24, he wants to start a family soon, and if I go do my own thing for a while, he's probably not going to wait.
Maybe this is my birthday depression. I didn't get it last year because I was going to Reno in a few weeks and I was gonna get to see Elton John. I didn't get it two years ago because I was turning 21 and that was a pretty awesome birthday. But I think it's here. And it's queer.
*sigh*
I mean, really.. what the hell is so goddamn great about being 23? Nothing that I can see. I have a whole rant about the subject, but I'll just shut up about it.
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In another completely different topic, I hate when people trick up and complain about tests. I hate people that joke around with the teacher before the test, "Ohh, why don't you just add a 10 point curve because of so and so." There's always one of those people in my classes.
Last week, we got our Earth Science tests back, and it would seem like we all got marked wrong for 2 questions that most of us got right, so the teacher said to pass up the test and he'd grade it accordingly.
One bitch says, "Well, since you aren't marking wrong the tests that got those questions wrong, do we get extra points (in addition to the 5 friggin points he was going to give us anyway)?" The teacher thought about this for 2 seconds and then said, "Fine, everyone pass back their tests and I'll mark it wrong for those who got it wrong." That chick is now the #1 enemy of my class. Everyone hates her, and for good reason.. why didn't she just keep her big fat mouth closed? It didn't affect me because I got the two questions right, but still.. what a ho.
Anyway.
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I have un-retired my review whore status. Some review place signed my guestbook telling me they were open for business, so I said, "Hmm, okay, you talked me into it." And I got a good grade, so that's good. But I also signed up for a brand spanking new place called Ethereal Review which I'm scared of and possibly might go back into retirement after they make me a new asshole. Lovely image, isn't it?
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OHHOHHH! I just got this picture a second ago and I have to share it! This excites me to no end!
That's my baby Willie! He used to live at my dad's farm but he had a bad leg and had to go live with someone who could take care of him. Isn't he the most darling dog you've ever seen? LOOK AT HIS PINK NOSE! OOHHHH! I LOVE THIS PUPPY DOG!
I'm sorry. I love this dog so much.
Thank you. HEHEHE!!
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I also saw 177 on the scale this morning. I haven't seen that number in a long, long, long time. I guess that's what happens when you skip dinner and only have 2 breadsticks for lunch. Look kids, don't let porn affect you this way, okay? Okay then.
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What was MyMichele doing a year ago? (More ironicness!)
"I am seriously freaking out right now. In a school of like 28,000 people, the person my Journalism teacher calls to help her show us stuff on the computer is Math Boy.
So of course, before he left, I had to go up to him and make a fool out of myself again.
"Math Boy! Hi! (Blush) I never thanked you for helping me in the math class! (Actually, I thanked him about 12,000 times, but that's neither here nor there.) I got a B! Thanks to you!" (More blushing) (giggle)
Before that happened, I was a little depressed. It may be my pre-birthday depression (which I've had almost every year since I was like.. 6 years old.) or it may be my slacking on everything, or it may be other assorted things. I don't know.
I really have been slacking hardcore. There's so many things I've put off and neglected to do, regarding school, and it's going to come back and bite me in the ass, I'm pretty sure of this."
HELLO? Has a year even fucking passed? I mean, you can't even tell, since I was as much as a fuck up last year as I am this year! Guh. I just don't know what to do.
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10:32 a.m. - October 08, 2002
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