mymichele's Diaryland Diary
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No more woe is me, please.
Ack! I just want to do another entry to cover the last one up. Thanks to all those who are being so supportive.. I know I need to get out of here. I owe it to myself, and I will take steps to do this. Maybe I'll go to Austin.. it's only 3 hours away and I could drive home like once a month or something.
Anyway.
Tickets for the GN'R Houston show go on sale on Saturday, apparently. I'm just going to buy one, and I'm going by myself. It'll be a fun activity. I'll go spend the night at my brother's in Austin the night before, and then do the Houston thing by myself. It'll be my own spiritual journey. I'm looking forward to it.
This picture confuses me, yet arouses me:
Awww yeah.
So I enjoy Daylight Savings Time. Not the savings part of it, but after that. I mean, you know, what we're having now. But it messes with my sense of justice and peace with the world. Last night when I left my class at 5:45, it was dark! That was just weird.
And there's something about Monday that screws with my head. Maybe it's because I just had two days without any structure, and then Monday comes along and I have class all day, with lots of structure. But for the last three weeks, Monday has made me go to bed at an insanely early hour and then makes me wake up at 10:00 on Tuesday. That's annoying.
Also, it's been happening since I was like.. 9 years old. My neck would start hurting and I'd be crabby and just not fun in general. Guh.. I hate this. I need to get out of here. I need to go somewhere where my mom can't call me everyday and ask me what I'm doing (not that I don't like that or anything..it would just be nice to be on my own for a while.) or something like that. Bahh.
I had a dream last night that Mark Wahlberg was opening for GN'R or something, and two members of NKOTB were there, and one was actually wearing the shirt! But it was only Donnie and that other dude that's on some kind of TV show right now. And stuff. I was never a NKOTB kinda girl, I was too hardcore for that.
Crazy Friend and I had a good time last night at Tia's. I just love me some Tia's. They have THEBEST Queso and salsa, seriously, I swear! It's good stuff! On the way there we listened to Don't Cry on the Live Era CD because she loves that song and I do too! Yayyyy. Don't Cry rules.
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Meanwhile, in my world that was happening a year ago, I had finally gotten back from Reno. I miss Reno. Bahhhh.
"I just wrote a really long, boring entry, but deleted it, because it wasn't conducive to my what not. The point is, I went to Reno, saw Elton John (oh mighty greatness that he is), won alot of money, and now I'm back. I'll write more tomorrow, don't you worry, my little pretties."
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My foot is asleep.
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Don't Cry by Guns N' Roses
Talk to me softly
There's something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Somethin's changin' inside you
And don't you know
Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight
Give me a whisper
And give me a sigh
Give me a kiss before you
tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinkin' of you
And the times we had...baby
And don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight
And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
how I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby
And don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry
Tonight
10:48 a.m. - October 29, 2002
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